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January 17, 2011 “winter’s reign”

“winter’s reign”

*

cold gray

bleeds from a lurid sky

trickling

over boney skeletons of black trees

standing

in murky pools of dead earth

and winter’s reign

tlh 1/17/11

 


January 12, 2012 “winter” Haiku

“winter” Haiku

howling wind spits snow
gnawing at hard frozen bones
ravenous winter

tlh 1/12/12

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December 30, 2011 “new day”

“new day”

let the dying year pass

give no more thought

to its bitterness and pain

it cannot be relived

only remembered

let go its scarred memories like tears

weeping away from eyes of the hopeful

to the promise of a new day

tlh 12/30/11


December 25, 2011 “Christmas”

 “Christmas”

***

Footsteps trodden upon new fallen snow

make no sound at all

not a whisper in the hush

that blankets tree and field

mountain and valley

hamlet and home

as midnight gates swing silently open

candlelit window sills cast a faint glow on downy paths

lighting the way for Christmas

tlh 12/25/11


December 11, 2011 “star-crossed”

“star-crossed”

 +

today I chased the westering sun

to see him set once more

in a blazing sky and watch him race

to rise on a distant shore

to warm a face in twilight waiting

as he ascends the dawning day

to shed his light on a star-crossed lover

and drive the shadows away

but the racing sun outraced me

and slipped silently out of sight

to leave me in the lonesome shadows

of a star-crossed silent night

tlh 12/11/11


December 7, 2011 “freedom”

“freedom”

 ~~~~~~~

the river is up

not angry yet

but swelling as it flows

beneath a pouring rain

through a moonless night

groping along its banks

feeling with watery fingers

for a weakness

a way out

scratching

clawing at the edges of roads

and fields

at the foundations of houses

and barns

searching for an escape

on the verge of havoc

of destruction

rising to flood

and a chance at freedom

tlh 12/7/11

 


November 20, 2011 “frost”

“frost”

_

rooftop and fence

fodder shocks and haystacks

well house and chicken coop

-

a weathered barn,

the front half of a broke down red tractor

lolling crookedly from its shadowy maw

-

a rusted out old truck

held fast in its place by

tangled generations of

dormant honeysuckle vines

and a concertina of blackberry thorns

-

wintering grass like a carpet

gently rolling down to a Sycamore tree

its whitewashed medusan limbs

stark against an orange-tinted azure sky

-

all lay frozen

 beneath a thick blanket

of sparkling crystalline frost

a landscape in etched glass

-

cold morning breaks silent and still

save for the slow swirl of the grayish river

slipping stiffly between its frosted banks

releasing whispering white ghosts of fog

to lightly dance into the frigid air

-

tlh 11/19/11

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


November 13, 2011 ” old mountains”

“old mountains”

 *

the mountains of my home are old

as old as the earth

aged hard faces wearing smooth

with crooked spines and withered fingers

no longer reaching toward heaven

but falling back toward hell

deconstructing

shedding majesty for maturity

strength for sagacity

tumbling rivers for trickling streams

granite heights for trembling stones

misty memories lost in gathering fog

carried away by soft breezes

whispering gently in my ears

reminding me of old mountains

and relentless time

tlh 11/13/11


October 21, 2011 “autumn rain”

“autumn rain”

trees under an autumn rain

flowing out from a foggy mountain

in pleated ridges and hollows

shedding their rusting leaves

like flecks of burnt orange and gold

copper toned reflections of the past

and places I remember

when the sun shone bright in a careless blue sky

above the verdant summer of life

when living was easy under the shade of trees

that were there long before my birth

and will remain

long after the last rusting leaf is shed

to another autumn rain

©tlh 10/21/11

photo by tlh


September 17, 2011 “a thought on clouds”

a thought on clouds”

*

clouds

crowded upon the firmament

of an angry sky

a herd of fat gray beasts

rank upon rank

vying for position

dark and dismal

somber and severe

sagging, heavy bellies

pregnant with water of life

travailing in labor

giving birth to a deluge…

precious rain is born unto the earth

some from violent storms

some from peaceful showers

some for rivers and the sea

some for flowers and fields

some for floods

some for the thirsty

or puddles or birdbaths

some to wash a dusty traveler

or blood from a battlefield

or tears

some to dance or sing

or make love in

some for rainbows

and snowmen

some to tickle the faces of fascinated children

then out comes the sun

and all return whence they came

to again become

clouds

 ©tlh 9/17/2011


September 10, 2011 “transition”

“transition”

arid summer rides

parched whirlwinds into September

as clouds of dusty red clay settle

under a cloudless sky

on yellowed tobacco leaves sweltering

in thirsty furrows of farmers’ fields

upon the backs of black cattle sweating

belly deep in a muddy pond

their wet black tails swishing

swatting at swarms of harrowing flies

the cavalier sun sailing

across the clear blue sea above

his infernal eye blazing

a golden path for autumn

©tlh 9/10/2011


August 28, 2011 “a dozen nails in a coffin”

 

“a dozen nails in a coffin”

hope

stolen by indifference

happiness

forfeited to gratification

truth

to ambiguity

kindness

to avarice

possibilities

given to doubt

decision

to ambivalence

knowledge

sacrificed for convenience

triumphs

swallowed by fear

tomorrows

bartered by yesterdays

love

lost in pride

life

exchanged for existence

somethingness

faded to nothingness

nothingness

is death

©tlh 8/28/11


August 14, 2011 “south of summer”

“south of summer”

 

skulking stray dog days

loitering in the back yard of summer

keeping autumn at bay on the porch

hold a slippery sweaty grip on the south

 

withered green leaves

wrinkled damp clothes

hang from limbs of thirsty trees and people

like limp dishrags boiling

 

in the oily evening heat

beneath tall condescending columns

of rainless clouds climbing

up a pale sky roiling

 

in shades of pink

east of the setting sun

over the sweltering horizon

an August moon casts his milky gaze

 

on the sloomy glow of lightening bugs

slow dancing to the jar fly’s gravelly whirr

and the tinkling of ice in glasses of tea

sweet relief in a sultry gloaming haze

 

©tlh 8/14/11

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


August 3, 2011 “on watching an August moonset”

August 3, 2011 “on watching an August moonset”

*


The yellow fingernail of a crescent moon

scratches down the spine of a sultry purple sky

towards midnight.

*


©tlh 8/2/11


August 2, 2011 “wildflower”

August 2, 2011 “wildflower”

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a wildflower in a rose garden grows

on a golden ribbon of sunshine

neath the shadows

by roots and black earth

beyond the white teeth of smiling wickets

out of reach

hidden from the pruning hands of a jealous gardener

behind the painted points of patrolling pickets

marching in rigid formation

a careful syncopation of shadow and light

shadow and light

guarding the beloved roses

from eyers eying and spyers spying

admirers admiring roses

~

the gardener swells with pride

at the blossoms blooming wide

filling the air with a fragrance of roses

seducing the noses

of passing passersby

gazing with enamored eye

at the roses

all the beautiful roses

~

but the wildflower

the tiny wildflower stands alone

perfectly petaled

pale purple little wildflower

singular beauty among beauties

as lovely in the mountain

as by the shore of the sea

or in the cleft of a rock

upon a grassy lea

~

the wildflower

needs not the nurturing hand of the gardener

nor the garden’s fertile soil

no trimming or clipping

no trellis to climb

or picket guard

or worrisome toil of any kind

~

 the wildflower goes and grows where it will

how it will as it pleases for it pleases

to grow and its beauty to show

in a rose garden

©tlh 8/2/11



June 22, 2011 “soup on sunday afternoon”

soup on sunday afternoon”

________________________________

she

sits at the table in a dream

sleepy-eyed

snugly wrapped

against winter’s brrrrs

her face

behind a veil of steam

rising from a bowl of hot soup


he

sits opposite her with a gleam

satisfied

night-capped

his eyes steady on hers

his face

peers through her veil at a dream

as he asks if she’d like some more soup

 

she

sighs

and grins a knowing sheepish grin


he

sighs

and smiles a lazy loving smile

 

she

has more of his soup


he

has more of her

_________________________________

©tlh 6/22/11


June 19, 2011 “Virginia dreams…”

“Virginia dreams…”

 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I walked into the midst of a river

to feel the cleansing water flow

to lay upon it my pain

to let it take my fear

a smothering blanket of sorrow

~

 to cast upon its waters

what haunts my darkening soul

hidden prides and disappointments

unforgiven sins

that have taken a telling toll

~

 to somehow loose the stains

that have tarnished me too long

the stigmata and bruises

and like stones let them sink

to the bottom where they belong

~

 I lingered in the sparkling waters

in the wash of a relentless stream

I felt the water coursing

as I looked below the swirling surface

I knew it was only a dream

~

 for the longer I stood in the current

the more I saw what I did not wish to see

I felt only a bone-chilling cold

for the man I saw in reflections

was the same man who walked in with me

~

 when you find yourself standing by the water

if you think of me then you will know

in a sparkle, a splash, or a swirl

I gave myself freely to the river

and forever ride on the ebb and the flow

©tlh 6/19/11

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June 15, 2011 “grave circumstances”

 

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“grave circumstances”

*

going down to rise no more

time is at hand

scratching at the back door

just as well not at the front

not guest nor visitor

but a thief

the chariot swinging low

on the horizon of a setting sun

my course nearly finished

and my race run

sinking slow

the chariot low

and fiery red

green grass will be my cover

cold black earth my bed

weeping silence

trickles through ancient stones

slowly chilling mortal bones

sounds of tramping hooves

the fading rumble of chariot wheels

the acrid breath of a pale horse

with Hell snapping at its heels

I have no angel

and the horseman is on the hunt

©tlh 6/15/11

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June 9, 2011 “honeysuckle”

“honeysuckle”

**

slipping through green mountains

the silvery ribbon glides

like living smoke

misty morning softly rides

upon scintillating water

a thousand bubbling voices

trickling, tickling together

in cacophonous harmony

each singing its part

and part upon part

each instrument in perfect time

with the cooling flow

of a deepening rhyme

all to play the silent symphony

of the sleepy-eyed river

soothing past me

greeting the long rays

of golden sun reflection

the shimmering mirror

shows my lazy insurrection

bathed in sweet fragrances

of bluegrass

and yellow flowers

gently

as if the gods were making breakfast

a single drop of nectar falls upon my lips

my eyes close

the music plays

I taste the honeysuckle

©tlh 6/9/11

 

 

 

 

 

 


May 29, 2011 “little gods”

“little gods”

_____

the liars and criers

cross their fingers

as they weep the currency

of carefully counted tears

into the tin cups

of broke down beggars

or brokenhearted lovers

just the same

it’s all a game

of who’s to blame

as the moment nears

when the truth appears

_____

condescenders and pretenders

patronizing from their ivory towers

hidden in bowers

of plenitudes, attitudes

and platitudes

self-congratulations and adulations

irreproachable and unapproachable

why?…

because they say so

who am I to question the unquestionable

_____

 the self-appointed gods of piety

and pompous propriety

who surround themselves with themselves

in other clothes

offering themselves on the altar of repose

with no room on their garments

to pin another rose

_____

 all the while

hearts and men lie bleeding

as lives and loves die needing

to be

seen

by unseeing eyes

heard

by unhearing ears

washed

by uncounted tears

of little gods

created from their own conceit

while brokenhearted beggars

worship and dine at their feet

they exasperate and pontificate

over which wine is best served with the meat

©tlh 5/29/11


May 25, 2011 “belle of the ball”

 “belle of the ball”

*

the sun smiled at me today

a flash of reflection

in a mirror on the wall

only a wink

just a blink

after a storm,that was all

it took me by surprise

it dried my rainy eyes

and made me see

from the shadows

beneath the clouds

a single face

among the crowds

the cramped places

and the blank spaces

between wasted chances

when the music plays

but no one dances

then suddenly

in the mirror

blinding sunshine

flashes on a wall

or in a dream

either way

I was dancing a waltz

with the belle of the ball

©tlh 5/25/11


May 15, 2011 “ink stains”

“ink stains”

a broken heart weeps sadness into a soul

a pen bleeds tears onto a page

the black ink stains

of forgotten promises

discarded dreams

and lost love

flow in undulating swirls and curls

fluid shadows

crossing and crisscrossing

as taciturn thoughts form wounded words

at the trembling tips of a poet’s fingers

the untouched white field

laid bare to the sanguinary point

suffers in sacrificial silence

save the slow whispering scratch

of a weeping pen

scribing the mournful tears

of a drowning soul

©tlh 5/15/11

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May 14, 2011 “stormy weather”

“stormy weather”

*

come and stand with me

hold hands with me

on that mountain top yonder

above this stormy weather

the lightning

the rain

and the thunder

where the sky is clear

where the air is cool

and we can breathe

and feel the sun

where the only wind

is a gentle breeze

and the only sound

is the rustling leaves

and our heartbeats

far above the darkened clouds

and the world that lies below

the chaos and the pain

we know so well

the heartache

they don’t see

the sadness

we won’t tell

stand with me

hold hands with me

and don’t let go

trust in me

I’ll trust in you

side by side

hand in hand

letting the storms fade away

tlh 5/14/11

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April 27, 2011 “the painter”

the painter”

***

 if I were

an artist with brushes and paint

and a canvas of white

if I knew

how to mix the colors

to certain perfect shades

if I were

skilled in all the strokes

and techniques

of drawing the lines and curves

that lead the eye

to the image in my artist’s mind

I would

paint a masterpiece

from a picture of you

alas

my hand

was made to fit a pen

not a brush

for the page

not a canvas

I cannot

mix the colors

for the perfect shade of your skin

alabaster tinted with sun-kissed brown

or the subtle shadow under your soft chin

the sun on your face

when you cock your head to the side

for a coy glance in my direction

how could I

draw the silky fineness of your long lashes

fluttering over the deep indigo of your eyes

as you wink in your fashion

how would I

sketch the lines of your loving hands

and long feminine fingers

the arc and bow of your sweet red lips

the perfect fullness of your firm breasts

the gentle lines of the small of your back

the curving shape of your hips

your smooth thighs and calves

the length of your legs

to your ankles

and ten flawless toes

I wish I could

paint you

in perfect shades

with loving strokes

on the canvas of my life

for the world to see

but I am

no painter

only a poet

tlh 4/27/11

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