My Irritations, Aggravations and Inspirations

I could put this on facebook, but I would be putting MY thoughts on THEIR site for those bastards to make money on! Don’t get me wrong, I have an fb page, and I enjoy it. But sometimes, when I think about it, I just get a little pissed. So, in trying to not cuss on a regular basis, and in the hopes and dreams of a new year, I’m going to try changing my little blog up a bit.

I would really like to write honestly and frankly, do you ever feel that way?, like you just want to say it EXACTLY how you’re feeling it… but I want others to read my work and still want to come back, so maybe that’s all off the table. Or should I write what I really think without all the poetry, or in spite of all the poetry, every bit of which was honest, but done to impress a woman (take note of my relationship status on my damned facebook page, and you can see how successful that has been)!  Why am I so reluctant to write what I truly feel…

Should I care what any of my readers think? or should I write what I think and feel, and let the chips fall?  Maybe I’m just in a mood. Maybe I feel a little screwed…or sorry for my damned self. Who cares? It will pass in time, just like all things, these feelings of honesty and getting (I’m dying to use the “F” word, but I don’t really have to) screwed will fade in time to other, better feelings, I’m sure…right?

I don’t expect any of you to understand… well actually, I expect that all of you can relate to exactly what I’m saying.

If I were Charlie Brown, my life and love right now would be that damned football, and I would be running full speed straight at it, thinking I was actually going to kick it this TIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIMMMMMMMMMME!!!!!



7 responses

  1. Oh…I had those ‘kite moments’ when it comes to relationships so I can grasp what you are saying…I personally try to write poetry that expresses my feelings about topics I care about…each writer has to write about what is important to them…but that’ just a random thought. 🙂

    January 30, 2011 at 8:18 am

  2. Turbo Ghost

    I fully understand! However, years ago I lost my belief in “The One”. I figure there are 6 billion people on this planet so, there have to be at least a million women I would be happy with so, if one doesn’t work out…NEXT! Personally, I think you need a motorcycle! Write-on brother!

    January 30, 2011 at 10:28 am

  3. Let the chips fall where they may.

    January 30, 2011 at 4:59 pm

  4. lifeinarecipe

    You write and we read. No matter your choice of format, you have us hooked. Not being much of a poet, I don’t know what words of encouragement I could offer you, but how about imagining a nice cold beer and a plateful of spicy hot BBQ chicken wings?
    Sometimes life has a crazy way of throwing us curve balls and like it or not we always try to catch them…I sincerely wish you well and hope that you will find this as just a speed bump on the road to happiness. Take care!

    February 2, 2011 at 10:03 am

  5. i think we should be cautious about what we are saying 🙂

    February 4, 2011 at 7:45 am

    • Why so? He isn’t expressing anything untrue or making wild accusations.

      February 5, 2011 at 1:51 am

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